don know how to describe today d feeling

today i had make many mistake again  :(
i trying to improve myself
thanks for teaching me
thanks for correction me when i make mistake
sorry i make trouble

today i ask TARC trainee because she keep saw i smile
i can feel that she will feel i CRAZY
i told her
i like to smile even when people scold me 
i like to smile alone because i think of happy thing
i like to smile to people because it feel it is a manners
and i am normal guy who like to smile even anything happen
but will cry alone on the midnight


seriously say when you all don know at the first me i am a quiet person
after know me i am a playful person and talk active
but i feel my playful will make people think i am crazy and talk many ._.
feel like i not mature
but i scare if i silent will make you all will scare
so don know what to do la :)

friend sorry if i hurt you all before
friend sorry if i had make you all unhappy when i say something
friend sorry if i had done so many mistake repeat and repeat again

i know myself think of future things
but hard to control
because my brain ._.
too many things to think
seriously i not same like you all
now i enjoy my life plus working
and they say my white hair many jor @@
everything once i cut my hair short my face will look like kid ._.

today i set my hair simply ._.
they say ask me comb nicely
sorry i less set my hair d
go out also lazy set
if got important d meeting o dinner i will set la
but normal i feel don need bah
but now day d boy got out movie o eat only need to set hair nice
walao!
natural more nice la xD
like me ! LOL

tomolo want go shoopping after work xD
shopping time.. hehe..

i going change my work to morning shift better
want work, do assignment, study got time for me
clean my room also have time
my room look messy la zzz

thats all for today :D
have a nice day <3