dinner :)

today nothing do so with angeline and poh hui go eat dinner at kim gary :)
we talk alot
3 people sit 6 people d place
hahaha
and really say i am the one who think for future
so this time i going find my last gf
but i know this kind of things hard to say
in the middle who know what will happen
no matter what happen i will try to protect the relationship :)
just try the best if she don want me i also can`t do what
sometime relationship really make us headache
what to do
that life :)
going to work life
need to work very very hard hard !!!
so have a better life or future after this :D
heard all my friends going to Singapore work
but so many people say only
i know only few will going
heard jiu suan le :)
if they really go there work just can trust :)
haha
for me never expect because when u expect if they cant do it
you will feel sad :(
you all must know once you all go singapore work
for sure is very hard for you all
who can stand the stress and tension?
not really much :)

good luck to myself and my friends :)
once we all leave all together
we will meet up ONE day together
mostly is when we all going marry time
if we still remember each other :)
<3
all the best

next day!!

morning shift for the day

as usual i wake at 5 am

to prepare 

then when to wait bus

and i had miss 1 bus

so must wait another bus

after wait another bus i was late

so i no go for canteen have my breakfast

straight go up

after half o 1 hours i feel dizzy

want vomit but nothing to vomit

because i never eat thing

so i have a rest at pantry rest while almost 1 hours when wake

i still feel dizzy

alwin ask me self do gib the vomit out

will feel better

then i try do 

1st time nothing just air coming out

2nd time also air coming out

3rd time vomit out green watery things and some blood zzz

second time vomit blood out ._.

then feel better

i straight go do my work

then got a caring GIRL sms me ask me 

izzit me no well

then i say ya

how come she know so fast? ._.

you know i know la xD

after that lunch time 

i drink soup and pun some rice eat together

plus one cup of milo

eat not much also

no appetite also @@

so after lunch i when to hr take chit

then i went up

and it started no feeling well again

wtf!!!

i hate vomit la

when to pantry rest again

i try to sleep while then when i wake

i straight want vomit

i faster run go toilet bowl there

then vomit out

and it still got blood ._.

wtf

cham dy

my body spoil dy zzz

after work i when to see doctor

doctor never say anything

WTF!!#

what doctor is this 

kns better ._.

then i straight back home and sleep 

thanks for those so caring me

appreciate it very much :)

 

steamboat + movie day

firstly we decide to have movie only
then angeline say why not steamboat then movie
so we decide to go on last wednesday
we eat steamboat at xuan xin steamboat tanjung tokong :)
and that day i need go to college to take my group assignment
to know my group member
so the lecture wasting almost my 3 hours time
talking nonsense thing
WTF!@#
luckily my friend fetch me home
so i have time to wear leng leng
muahhahaha

on the way go gurney jam lo @!@#$
plus got little rain :)
we are late!!!
we all say 7pm all must gather
but when we arrive we still the early
hahaha
after that poh hui reach
then just alwin
alwin is the one who early then us go out
he still can late come xD
but hor got 1 people PPK us lo xD
you know i know la
hahahaha
the capture time begin again :)

ask you eat !! want take picture.. haha

the gal :) i should middle when take this picture xD

my hair like "senget"

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wei!! ask you take picture you kiss her

 nice <3

after steamboat we when to 1st avenue
for our love you you movie
i want to see this movie is because the shoot at my hometown
kuala terengganu :)



hahahaha
the movie quite boring ._.
feel sleepy...
the movie not really nice
anyway i still enjoy steamboat and movie time with you all
we make joke, play, happy together
no much chance we can be like this
all going to have a working life dy
:))
happy day again when with you all <3

club floor :)

sorry for late update
was busy about my assignment and exam
paiseh ya !!!
hahaha

now is the time to update what have pass
but i not really remember what is happening :)
so i just write what i remember xD
Angeline and Ellise going to leave me alone at Traders Club
so decide to take a picture when we three was wearing club uniform :)
is not because we 自恋 want to take picture at every place every single time
is because we want keep the picture as memory
soon we all don know go where already
almost 3month training
so fast!!
the time pass so fast !!!!

here is the picture :)

we start caputure when we nothing to do :)

my two pretty girl :))

she going kill me >< natural pose !!

i look black lo ._.

many people say the alike? do you think? i don think so

finally we decide go out 

at mirror there take picture xD

hahaha 

vin joined us :)

yeng !

the caring girl if mine xD wakakaka 

the CLOSER girl that i know when training time :) <3 smurf you

this few days i feel myself very weird ._.
and keep say bad words again
haiz..
siao siao d brain xD
luan think so many things
think more white hair out more
hahaha
don know why i like to plan for my future things for so early
._. zzzz

aiyo girl a girl remember and keep in hearts you will always be the best one to your love one :)
so don care people say so much
yourself should think you are the best :)

for me
pretty outside
but not pretty in hearts
is no use
i know first impression people sure see the face
but once you know long
you wont so care the face so much
because


i would like to thanks my both of my ex girlfriend
mostly is my first love
thanks you both so much
because of you both i change alots
i become not so small gas
i become not so believe in promise
i become not so fast to angry someone
i become easy to forgive someone
i become independence
i become not so easy give up
i become will give another chance for people or myself
i become think my mum first then just others

i feel sometime i should pretend i have a girlfriend
because i don want to hurt others
i know hurting other d feeling
it was bad
because of some people say my admire many ._.
give me got a feeling don want give them hurt
i don know i got or not
just want to pretend
hahaha ._.

i see again what my first ex give me last year christmas present
again my tears drop
when i saw what she wishing me
and the last note she write don cry after receive her present
sorry also if i got do anything wrong before
and thank what you wish on me
still remember i wonder why my present so small them my sis and brother
although it small but very meaningful
and thanks for everything

seriously what angeline say is correct
i am emotional guy
haiz
don know is good thing o bad thing :((
outside see very hard but inside so soft

maybe i my eye i look mature then before
but in my friends eye i still a small kid
but never mind :)
as long i feel my self mature then before can le :)
all the best me myself and all my friends

i heard dao d news annual dinner is Christmas theme le ._.
please don
i already think what i going wear le ><

7/11

today traders club not much customer :)

okay for us

today going pass my evaluation form to chef dino

dam scare

because KT say he going ask report for me and ask me question

so i passed to him he din say anything

hahaha

consider half passed dy :)

dam today lunch nothing to eat 

never eat dao abit also zzz

dam now day d people lazy lo

so manja

see le also tulan 

please lo hard d work boy do ma

give girl do a easy d work ma

today i pass up my assignment dy

hahaha

feel free abit le

still got individual, group assignment

and 1 more mid term @@

jia you bah :D

haven see my movie yet

don know want go alone or with frens ._.

that all for today

nothing happen :)

don know what happen to me this few days

don know how to describe my feeling for this few day
feel like, something is going happen ._.
hope nothing will happen

today i get tips again :D
is 2nd day i take
hahaha
happy
although is small amount
but i still happy what i get
sorry dear i don let you go
gal go in maybe bye bye
because it look danger
the room so dark
i scare anything will happen
even myself alone go in i also scare ><
will tell you next time
ask you accompany me xD
hahaha
get together LOL

please le see girl nothing wrong le ._.
kap lui also kena say
if i kap zai then ma more die ._.
angeline a
later all TARC trainee gossip about me

ya, i know if she got bf le, if our "SPANAR" good sure can
ya, i know if she got bf le, and they both haven marry, you still have her
ya, i know if she got husband le, and they still can divorce, you still can have her
sorry to say i not that kind of boy


if i do like this 1 day someone will do like that to me
so i don want!!
just let it be natural
still young what

"for me age is not problem, 
feeling and distance is the problem"


kap a girl does`t mean i like her
i just like to see pretty girl
who don want have a girlfriends pretty
please la all also want
but not all pretty girl inside is good
but i still love to have natural, normal, inside good d girl =)
is enough for me
requirement high de girl sorry to say
i don want :)

now day world changes :)
the boy not really nice to see but the girl pretty
9/10 is love the boy money
we know you all want find stable d boyfriend
for me if like that is like your money then your love
hardly found a girl that will accompany
you suffer
got rice eat rice, got porridge eat porridge
this kind of girl YES FOR ME
I DON NEED MONEY TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME 
I JUST NEED MY HEARTS TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME


i know money can buy everything include love
but money can`t buy something
as we earn so many money if 1 days we don know what will happen tomorrow
earn so much money also no use
so make own life easy and happy is the best way :D

Rush !!

hahahaha
rushing my assignment
that going pass up on this friday
._.
but i still not sure what to do
still want go confirm with my lecture
and i start write my report :)
so the time wont so rush lo

today i feel my self look weird
don know why ._.

what do i think?
what do sad?
what do i happy?
all i also don know zzz

sorry for today d action

please don promote me ._.
later whole hotel know to gossip me
abit abit say this then other ._.
hinz la
pretty girl i sure will see but i din say i want
please don promote me to TARC trainee again dy

don know how to describe today d feeling

today i had make many mistake again  :(
i trying to improve myself
thanks for teaching me
thanks for correction me when i make mistake
sorry i make trouble

today i ask TARC trainee because she keep saw i smile
i can feel that she will feel i CRAZY
i told her
i like to smile even when people scold me 
i like to smile alone because i think of happy thing
i like to smile to people because it feel it is a manners
and i am normal guy who like to smile even anything happen
but will cry alone on the midnight


seriously say when you all don know at the first me i am a quiet person
after know me i am a playful person and talk active
but i feel my playful will make people think i am crazy and talk many ._.
feel like i not mature
but i scare if i silent will make you all will scare
so don know what to do la :)

friend sorry if i hurt you all before
friend sorry if i had make you all unhappy when i say something
friend sorry if i had done so many mistake repeat and repeat again

i know myself think of future things
but hard to control
because my brain ._.
too many things to think
seriously i not same like you all
now i enjoy my life plus working
and they say my white hair many jor @@
everything once i cut my hair short my face will look like kid ._.

today i set my hair simply ._.
they say ask me comb nicely
sorry i less set my hair d
go out also lazy set
if got important d meeting o dinner i will set la
but normal i feel don need bah
but now day d boy got out movie o eat only need to set hair nice
walao!
natural more nice la xD
like me ! LOL

tomolo want go shoopping after work xD
shopping time.. hehe..

i going change my work to morning shift better
want work, do assignment, study got time for me
clean my room also have time
my room look messy la zzz

thats all for today :D
have a nice day <3

fun day again

they all planning to go to 1st avenue red box sing :D
and its on my off day
hahaha
they all finish work at 5pm
so i when early for a hair cut and ate my lunch
after that wait they finish their work
we sing from 5.30pm to 11.30pm
and ate buffet at there
quite okay la
hahaha
is capturing time :)
i wanna buy a font got camera d phone ><

just realize both of us wearing same pattern d cloth :)

weii, ulgy lo me ._.

tak nampok i xD

the CLOSER i have when training time :)

HAHAHA 

her tongue look like knife xD

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proud sia :) (near abit can or not)

the boys (i look dark)

:)

look funny ._.

the gals 

angeline you see what? haha 

all zhi lian dao xD

:p

=)

:)

i look fat xD

look like sleep together :)

the two guy don know doing what xD dating? LOL

this call pro photographer xD

this look nice but blur ><

my teeth ._.

look like "ah sam" lo you two

all in =)

muhahaha

the two guy "pak tor-ing" don want "chap" us

angeline asked me izzit i unhappy ._.

wonder why she will know

she know me well

hahahaha

most of every song i go memory on  it

just sing time think back last time

i know we must move forward

don worry i wont keep anything inside my heart

and i will find you to talk :D FIND YOU!!! 

you too ya remember got anything find me!!! LOL

i feel myself got many things to thing 

although the thing still far from now

i like to plan future things first

don know why ._.

waiting our next outing xD 

hahaha

thats all for yesterday :)

THE END !!!