Pages

Friday, December 31, 2010

WTF

come and scold me for what?
self back think la
use brain la
look like kid keep jio people out
please search see i know how many black and white then you
please don act like gangster
I DIN TOUCH YOU DON TOUCH ME
i don want make big
can settle jiu settle

hope she wont luan write thing again
yourself do wrong
call people help?
i got bukti lo
becareful with your writing next time

next time asked people to check see you scold correct people not
please don act like gangster

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

hahaha

still not yet can let go you
slowly bah
and i feel i still waiting you back
omg! 
let time pass all bah:)
jia you
hope my exam pass all
thanks god xD

2011 aim
  1. Canon EOS 550D
  2. find more money ><
  3. everyone happy
  4. study hard
  5. found a good job
i hope you will happy wif your new life and bf
see back last time you treat me very good
once again thanks for give me a sweet birthday :)
don play play le
people say play too much later it play back you
understand :)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

mei yee see it bah

我还是会准时信息你,

即使昨晚的信息你没回复我...


我还是会一直看电话,

即使我有种感觉你不会找我...


我还是会打电话给你,

即使你很多次讲一下就挂了...


我还是会看你的空间,

即使我的空间没有你的痕迹...


我还是会关心帮助你,

即使你每次理所当然的接受...


我还是会尝试体谅你,

即使你每次都对我大小声的...


我还是会不断原谅你,

即使你一次又一次的毁了约...


我还是会替你而高兴,

即使我心里是在隐隐作痛的...


我还是会替你而伤心,

即使你从来没顾过我的感受...


我还是会等你来了解,

即使我知道你的心不在这边...


可是在我付出的背后,

你忘了一件事...


我只是一个普通的女生/男生...

一直支持我坚持下去的,

只是我那一颗心...

那一颗,已被你踩碎的心...


我不断为你付出,为你着想...

全都是为了你的好...

原因只因为我爱你...

即使这一切,

都是用我的泪水来换取的...


我不埋怨,我不奢求...

我只希望你了解我所为你做的...

我只希望你能珍惜我多一点点...

因为我很了解,

爱情不能勉强,也不能强求...



但是听人家说,

一个人主动付出久了,就累了...

不是说我主动付出不好...

能为自己深爱的人付出,

是多么幸福的事...


可是在这不算爱情的爱情里,

主动付出的代价则显得太大了...


我想,

我等你,等到累了...

最终我得到的,

会令我在你面前微笑,

却会让我转身后流泪...


"爱,是两个人心灵碰撞的结晶...

别搞到心灵都憔悴,

就像我一样..."


值得你等的人,一定是你爱的人...

但值得你爱的人,一定不会让你等...

Monday, December 27, 2010

我的故事

还记得吗?

在这2011年之前...


1. 你和我一起坐在oldtown,吃,聊天,拍照...

2. 住过我家...

3. 住过你家...

4. 我下去找你一起庆祝过你的生日...

5. 你下来找我一起庆祝过我的生日...

6. 和你去过Club...

7. 交换过照片,彼此还放在钱包...

8. 在没人的地方下偷亲...

9. 一起看戏...

10. 一起穿情侣衣服...

11。一起送对方特别的礼物

12。一起哭过

13. 说好要一起走这条路

14. 说好有什么问题都一要一起解决

15. 在彼此面前流泪...

16. 说好以后会嫁我,以后会娶你...

17. 曾经勾勾手答应彼此会一起走到永远...



你知道吗?

在2011年之前...

1. 我们分分合合的...

2. 我们从来没有一起过情人节...

3. 我们从来没有一起过圣诞节...

4. 我对你很好...

5. 我早就知道你有点奇怪...

6. 我为你改变很多...

7. 跟你在一起之后很少接触我身边的女性朋友

8. 年轻不是个问题...

9. 你爱上别人了早不跟我讲...

10. 我们曾经相爱过...

11。我们分手了


我做的每一切都没有用

她不会珍惜



她用烂借口说分手

我要把我们的回忆慢慢的删除...



我和你曾经幸福,

但一切都已结束...



你有你新的开始,

我要我新的开始...



你有权力走,

我有权力放手...

请不要在玩弄人家的感情了。。

好好的爱人家。。

不要做人家的第三者。。

好好过你的生活。。



你还记得你对我说过的承诺?

我敢说你都把一切都删除掉了。。

你对我说过的承诺

我对你说过的承诺,

我把每个承诺都看得很重要,

但你把每个承诺当不重要,讲过就算了。。



千万要小心跟着些人

玩你们的人等到她得到另外一个的时候

她就会跟你讲分手


祝你幸福快乐 :)


只有深爱的人才会让你 笑得最甜 哭得最痛 伤得最真 ♥ : )


谢谢你的一切




by Kaıwenn Kevın

26/12/2010

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

:)

sis and bro come down find me
plus help me more house and play :)
thanks pin fern for lending me car to move house ^^
thanks everyone
tomolo going back to hometown le :(
still thinking the plan going kl wif her
but all gone by a moment
planed to bring her go back meet my mum
feel sad
my wish is to spend wif her every moment that we got
kok mei yee i really love you
miss you alot :(
miss your lip
miss your hand
miss your face
miss your hug
miss everything about you :(

Sunday, December 19, 2010

wow

finally i can online and can write blog le : )
yesterday when to SS for drink
abit drunk drunk d me :)
thanks ya bro
next time we go again
and i moved house
><
staying alone
omg i abit scare
scare to been alone jor ><
kok mei yee come pei me :)
haha

yesterday want to talk wif you
you busy =.= omg lo
i also busy go club :0
hehe
today i feel tired ==
tomolo talk with you ya :)
hope you enjoy your life

Saturday, December 11, 2010

:)

when going dis my pattern :)
eye keep watching the phone
waiting her msgAlign Left
worry her :(



hahahah
friend i say le i wont drunk de :)
see i never ><
because no drink many ma
went to 7aste de event at mansion 32
there quite nice :)
can take free picture
keep by ourself
when take this picture that time
they both take couple picture
but me want take also can`t
when we 3 take that time
my heart feel sad
because my babe no take with me
the picture we can keep as memory
when we back house
friend ask me just when we take picture
izzit think dao her
i say ya :(
wish to hug her when take the picture



i wish beside de is "you"

worrying you
i wanted to ask what are you doing?
i wanted to ask are you okay?
i wanted to ask you sleep enough ma?
i wanted to ask you got eat not?
i wanted to ask night when sleep you cold not?
i wanted to ask what you fan can let me know?
i wanted to ask you still love me not?
i wanted to ask will you miss me?

but i no ask
i know i fan you
sorry
hope you know why i like that
i let you alone
anything you can msg me
i don want break
we are so hard just can be together
let go like that really is a waste
you are the only gal i most love

after you okay i know you will find me talk
don think too much babe
remember take care
don make me worry
i will concentrate my exam
i wait you :)

feel like long time no hug and kiss you jor
i miss it

next time please don leave me without telling me anything
because i am your boyfriend
you got thing must find me say
got thing we solve together
i always beside you de
please don hide anything from me
babe got thing must think carefully


Kok Mei Yee I LOVE YOU now & forever
i always be with you

promise me got thing must find me talk
promise me we can solve together
promise me don leave me alone again
promise me don no reply my msg
promise me don hang my call and don no pick my call

every promise really mean it to me i will remember forever
A promise means everything

只要你对我说一句【我♥你】
我就会不顾一切的♥你【一辈子】
by мєıуı ♥

Friday, December 10, 2010

郭媚仪 ♥人一生中會遇上三個人,一個是最愛你的人,一個是你最愛的人,一個是伴你一生的人,我希望這三個人都是我 :)

morning

morning i wake see dao her facebook status
i straight wake
keep call her
msg her
no reply
i wanna ask izzit that people is me
i think many thing
please don leave me alone
i scare something will happen
my mood become don want to study le
haiz....

muack

mummy this few day keep call me she look like know i unhappy
but she never ask anything
just now she ask me when going back
i say maybe 1st january just back
because going kl with girlfriend
going move soon le
exam coming
study please

babe take care please
i don know what happen to you
remember eat
i waiting you
i love you

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

BaBe Our Video

babe this is i do for you de video
and also this is our 1st video
i take few day to do it become nicer
and this is your 1st birthday give
other give i will give you soon
our love never end ♥
Happy Birthday Again
i always love you


i will very miss you ♥

babe once my brain think about you
my tears start drop
i really really miss you
i love you

i decide go find you again on friday or saturday

I MISS YOU
I LOVE YOU

really die == GG

this few day no mood eat
but i will eat try to eat abit
sleep 3-4 hours wake le
cant sleep
i very xin ku :(

babe don leave me
babe don no reply my msg
babe don no pick my call
i really need you
i very worry you

Miss You Dear

still remember that day when she send me go bus station
i sit behind her i wanted to cry out but i hold the tears
she keep look at me i feel really bu shi de her T^T
i feel sad
Lao Po Kok Mei Yee your birthday present
i will replace to you
sorry..

I DO REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU KOK MEI YEE
now & forever

Monday, December 6, 2010

i will very miss you ♥

4days be with you
hope to be happy
useless lo me
as a guy keep cry
people say guy cry is because he really love you
you think so?

hope can go out dating wif you but no chance :(
hope our relationship will hold till the end that all i want
hope you treat me better
hope we going back like last time
i do, i really miss last time de us
hope you use your heart feel dao what i did, worry, and care about you
many friend call me to be strong
and i will
4days be wif you want touch your phone also can`t
kinda sad
my brain keep think what inside your phone why can`t let me touch your phone?

i hate you sms wif our guy
i hate you talk wif other guy so sweet
i hate you talk so long wif guy
i hate you no reply my msg
i hate you no notice about me
i hate i don know what you thinking
i hate i don know what you really want
i hate when u say don know
i hate you fu yan me
i hate when u don really care me

i mean mean i don like the feeling
IT SUX!@#$%^&*
you make me very blur for everything
think back last time de you
it totally change
no same

did you know i jealous?
did you?

sorry i am just to work and care you
if 1 day i will not worry or care you so much you will how?
last night i see you no reply me
i try miss call you
right! you are talking phone
i keep send msg to you
right! you no reply me
i don know why you don reply me
when i talk wif you you reply other
haiz i hate the feeling
yesterday i open your door saw you talking wif other so weet
your eye never see me once
i am very sad when i see like that
i closed door
staying alone
right! you done talk you still no reply me
WHY? WHY? WHY?
can you tell me?
i going become crazy le


i going miss you very much
will you?
i really love you very much
will you?

can you tell me ?
kaiwen i do going miss you very much
kaiwen i do really love you very much
don just simple say i want heart is your heart say

i just want back like last time de us

DON KNOW

i ask you u love me not you say
I DON KNOW
you know how i feel?
if you no love me tell me
if not i feel suffer
you know how suffer am i?
i always cry at night
don dare cry in font of you...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM JUST TOO WORRY AND CARE YOU
OMG
LIKE THAT MAKE ME FEEL WANT ==
YOU MEAN ALOT WITH ME
ONCE YOU NO REPLY MY MSG I CAN BECOME CRAZY!!!!!!1
ONCE YOU TALKED TO OTHER PEOPLE NO TELL ME I ALSO WILL CRAZY!!!
HELP ME !!!!

izzit i let you go abit i will feel better?
izzit i don hold you so tight i wont like that?

OMG
i really very very love you
but sometime i feel you don
how?
can you make me feel back last time de feeling?
i miss last time de feeling alot :(
i feel like you not very care me :(
i say i go kao lui you say go la :(
PLEASE let me feel back last time de feeling :(

last night i cry don know why?
after cry i feel really better
then i can sleep will

CAN YOU don no reply my msg?
CAN YOU tell me what you doing?
CAN YOU let me know every single thing about you?
CAN YOU let me feel you care me?
CAN YOU let me feel last time de feeling back?
CAN YOU let me know who are you talking to?
CAN YOU don always angry me?
CAN YOU don scold me? i will very scare
CAN YOU don give me so worry you?
CAN YOU let me see you phone?
CAN YOU don let me think so much?
CAN YOU you hold me tight like before?
CAN YOU give me feel back last time de feel?

sometime i don know what you thinking
sometime like dis sometime like that
i very scare

i don like you talk phone with other so long
i don like you talk phone with other you no choi me
i don like you talk phone with other you look sweet

i want cryyyy
i hate the feeling!!!!!!!

do you really love me?
when i at facebook send a to you you never reply me o like..
you make me blur alot!!!!!!!!!!
did you know i very trust you?
please don lie me..
i scare 1 day i will drop down...

Sunday, December 5, 2010

finally

finally i cry out
haiz....
mum i need you now
i want hug............
pain pain......
mummy i want you.......................
help me..................
very pain la
i don know why,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

hate

my heart feel very pain don kow why
i cant sleep although i tired
haiz..
when u say u back i cant sleep le
tilll now..
how? teach me
i need to talk to someone
help me help me
i hate the feeling
i want cry
gib me cry out pls............

Saturday, December 4, 2010

:(

maybe i just to worry you
i will change to not so worry you
i don know what you thinking
i din mean want say what
i just say when my birthday that day my friend ask out
i also bring you go
but i just talked to you
you are my girlfriend so i care so much
till myself de heart pain
careful when go out

i try don hold you so tight
if not will make both of us suffer

agree?

i came de reason is hope can pei you whole de day
like the day is belong to us
but haiz...
don say le.. say more i pain more


don know you will worry me not... :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY ♥ ONE

Happy Birthday :)
hope you happy
don always sad sad
take care yourself

i know that you don wish me going
but my heart want go
can`t you say you want me go?
can`t?
you said i can pei you
but i don know why until last minutes you don wish me go :(
haiz
i feeling very sux
i don like i don like
i jus want go onli
i am worry you
you wear till like that
sometime i will feel very tired
don know if i not worry you le you will how?
don know if i no love you you le you will how?
don know if i no miss you le you will how?
hope you understand my feeling
those feeling that i have i don like don like
HAIZ...

anything i love you :)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

:( my hearts was like this

忘了有多久
再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
我要变成童话里
我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

:(

babe please don leave me
i need you
i don want anything happen between us
i want you
you are my only and my last
you promised also
i will wait you
take your time
now i really scare......... :(

thanks for my friend that support me
and thank for all your care

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

please don leave

did you know i waited you whole day
you one msg also no reply me
i don know what happen to you
2days ago you say you love me
today you say you don know
don play on my feeling
i feel very sux
i don like dis feeling
you don love me le
tell me
we walk own way
i wont bother you
i tot you sleep
i don dare to call you till i feel you sleep so long meh?
then i decide to call me but you are awake
i asked you why don reply my msg you reply i don know how to say
I HATE THIS FEELING
can you let me know why you don reply?
let my heart feel safe
you are far from me
i trying and trying hold you beside me
but my feeling say you are very far :(
haiz.....
please remenber every promise that you had made..

kok mei yee i really love you
do you?

Sunday, November 28, 2010

:(

today went to beauty fair come back sleep straight
then my friend back asked me why i look so sad
i say i no sad a..
then i wake up go to bath
after that he asked me want eat not
i say don want
he say sad also need eat de ma
i sayi no sad la just no hungry only
later hungry i just go buy thing eat
please understand my feling
sometime i don tell i just want let you my feeling is how
only 1 time i no tell all thing change so fast
but you no tell me many time is i still smile on you act like nothing happen
please remember my feeling
i just love you
you know when you no say i love you i know my pain x how much?
hope you know

Saturday, November 27, 2010

my feeling...... :(

1st time you 12 hours no reply me
hope you know how i feel
feel wanted to cry
then i asked you why no reply me
you say you kao zai
i give you so many chance you still say the same
but the answer you give me i really no happy
you got boyfriend le still say you kao zai
if you want kill me don dis this kind of word just kill me
i just think is you luan say nia
today feel tired work 13 hours
tomolo want to wake early
and i just recover from sick
i don know why you suddenly want make me feel sad

i just love you kok mei yee
hope you understand me
please make me stronger
all i need is just your love
i wont let you know i crying
i want to be strong
i just want you say every thing i ask you
but you always say don know and you keep silent
you know the feel?
i don want force you to say
only you can en me but but i just gib you feel i en you then you not happy
i din mean anything
i don know my limit can go till when
just always be strong

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

i feel like

i feel dao when you angry or unhappy
i say i want hug or kiss you also don want give me
i feel sad but still act like i nothing
i wont force you next time
if you don want just then okay
i just want you happy
every night when talk to you i feel very scare
scare talk long make you unhappy
you know that i can feel dao you unhappy
but you say u don`t
why you don want tell me?
izzit you forget our promise?
you say you got everything you will tell me
all i want is just we happy till the end
please don abit abit angry me
i will very sad d
i will think many
what i have done
i just feel you change alot ofter u meet me
because phone just now lag
i delete msg then i saw dao few msg that you send
suddenly make me think dao you change alot
don know why
all i want is you change
i don want you abit abit angry me
i just want we happy only
remember i never angry you before
u tum me while i okay le
when u angry
just don not reply my msg

mei yee you are my every thing
i love you forever

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

i scare... :(

every night when talk to you i feel very scare
scare make you unhappy
sorry
sometime you say you din unhappy
is you lie me de
i can feel it if you unhappy
you say before you got everything you will tell me
but you din reposonsible waht you say before
the i am your who? i am your boy friend you should tell me
why you got thing you cant tell me
izzit you forget all our promise
all promise that you did
all i want just we happy
i love you
i scare something will happen .... :(

Saturday, November 20, 2010

MY FEELING

this month many thing happen
sometime i think i not so close wif fren wonder why
friend i wanted to say sorry
i just got thing to thing or to do
sorry my friend
love, study, family, friend all come together
kai wen please be strong
don weak
sometime i feel that i am very weak
sometime at night i will cry alone
think many thing
hope all thing will be fine
exam also coming soon le
scare like last time can`t sleep well at night
i very scare !!!
i will try to hold
i will be strong
don make me weak
i need all de support
this few day i think like we very far
i called you accept the request many thing
but u still don do it
u say u online will do it
but i keep think you wont do it
i keep don let me think like that i trust you very much
make me think i not important to you
finally you did it :)
make me see dao you hug other guy
i feel very sad
maybe you need to open
hope you understand my feeling
i keep remnber you hope no next time
because i don want anything happen next time
just remember
at facebook i post "好好珍惜身边的人…不要后悔了,就来不及了 ♥"
hope you understand my meaning
i feel you change since you come find me
i think many
hope everything will be fine
i feel that i very not clever, hard to remenber thing
i very feel sorry i like that
hope you can 'ti liang' me
i feel dai i change alot don know why
many people say i got change
but i din believe after that i keep thing
ya i did change alot
mummy i need you now
i need a warm hug
i need a shoulder to lend me
if i not happy i wont let you know i keep it inside
at night i will cry out
make me feel better
mummy i love you
i need your hug
sometime i feel very suffer
but i promise you i will take care myself
don worry
really need someone to talk to
who willing?

i will try be strong
be smarter
please support me

mum and sis i love you ♥
i love you very much kok mei yee
you are my only one and please make me thing i am safe wif you ♥

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥

dis year birthday is most special and happy de =)
my girlfriend Kok Mei Yee she come down penang celebrate wif me
dam happy
hahahaha
and my friend call me ask my birthday that day got at penang ma
he came back celebrate with me
hakaka
let talk about my dear girlfriend
i want to THANK her for coming down celebrate with me
Babe THANKS for every single thing
I LOVE YOU
remember that day when my birthday
no place to go
because of raining dam "sui" ==
but never mind we still can sweet sweet d ^^
afternoon after bath we when to Old Town to have our lunch
i bring my lappy go on9
but charge i din bring ==
so i go back bring charge come
i call my dear wait me a
very fast i will come back de
when i back le
she say she got present for me
i say no need la you come already is my present
hahahaha
she say she really got in her beg
i say your beg?
got meh? i got see inside your beg le din see anything d
she "saja" scold me
you "mei li mao" luan see my beg
i say where got ==
you call me take thing i ma will see inside your beg d ma
she say you find clearly see
then i saw the present xD


Yee Ven

my babe say she going pay for this lunch
i say can`t
i will "paiseh"
because i don wish girl to pay de
but she say you are my boyfriend and today is your birthday SO I PAY
if not i will angry
then i say okay
don angry :)
we took picture =)


Babe and Mi

after that we when back home wait for night de dinner at shabu-shabu
we both eat quite alot
hahaha
i want make her fat abit
my babe small and thin
OMG
dis one more "cham"
i want pay money for the dinner
she don give ==
again give her warning
"I ANGRY DE LO"

BABE I LOVE NOW & FOREVER
Muackss
And Thanks again for every thing
i feel "xin fu" lo xD






* p/s can`t put colour that i want ==