finally people understand

after people saw this kind of word
people really realize what is love :D
i wish all friends stay forever with their love one  ♥
even i don trust about forever :D
for those friends haven found
i wish you all good luck
you all will found a greater, better one :)
all the best to you all ♥

KEEP !!!

keeping find money to buy

1. coat, pants, t  shirt for convo

2. convo money

3. petrol when come pg and go back 

4. eat when family come pg

5. apartment stay with friends

6. when convo stay hotel with friends

7. when convo picture mony

all money $$

want save more moeny !!!

don waste money :)

sometime i am like this

never give up :D

i will never give up at the beginning
for my future
i will suffer what should suffer first
good luck for me  :D

Chris Medina - What Are Words (lyrics)

see those lyrics
keep listening my tears really dropping after i know his story
god bless you and your her
be strong !@

Yesterday :D

yesterday i when to college  for my exam

but i wait until 3pm i din saw anyone at the classroom

so that i decide to sms ms marini

ask her where is the location for exam

she reply exam cancel due to she got seminar 

OMG!! make me nervous tot got exam

but now no le :D

so i can study slowly and understand it !

at night i when for movie with wendy :D

Johnny English

we keep laughing

hahaha

dam funny la

we finish around 11.45pm

then we when to gurney drive have a chat and sit :D

because waiting sam for finish work at 1am 

we have chat about 1 hours plus

then we go fetch sam 

then have our supper xD

chit-chat until 3 am

say about we stupid in love

but wendy say she also like that

never mind 

she say every one sure have stupidly love someone before

 seriously what she say is true :D

feel great if can chat like that

i like to chat only 2 o 3 person only :D

glad to know you two 

and all the other friends :D

still remember

still remember last time break up
is my final exam and i take 9 subject
OMG! i remember i totally no mood to study
but i passed 8 subject
unbelievable
that who are the one come to accompany me when i am down
and thanks for those treat me good :D
appreciate it so much :D

thanks :D

i feel like many people very take care me :D
like yesterday my hand kena cut dao then ah ling ask me want plaster not
i say don need la abit nia
then she say nvm then she go take from me
funny one is DINO also take for me
hahaha :D
thanks le ><

today raining day
when i want back still rain
so KT ask me need she fetch me back not
i say don need la
because ma huan ma ><
seriously i don want ma huan people ><
so i say i want go to eat things just go back :D
but anyway really thanks

pastry kitchen all staff are friendly
i like them so much !@#$
hahahaha
happy when at pastry kitchen
when i get scold by someone i just put a smile face to them
then they wont feel very angry somemore they will laugh
and i keep make joke with them :D hahaha
and sorry if i have make a mistake
i know the mistake that i do is many
you all still forgive me so many time


thanks for teaching me 
thanks for scolding me when i was do mistake 
thanks for everything


and thanks for those who so take care me along this 2 years :D
appreciate it very much !!

zzz

yesterday and today also cut dao own finger ._.
at kitchen really sure have injury many d
5more days going finish but off 2 days so i have 3 more days
but have exam on this tuesday i haven start anything yet zzz
and need rush assignment le
hahaha :D
at kitchen work afternoon shift at night really syok
keep eat eat eat !!! hahaha
going traders club next month
unconsciously i going finish 2nd month :D
plan dy go for genting work 1 year then just go singapore work
is better :D haha
suffer time coming soon !!
yeah! good luck for my exam & work <3

today feel down abit :(

haiz! today make 2 mistake
first thing is i broke plate then waste 2 food :(
second thing is i over bake something
this 2 thing make me feel down
don know want find who to talk with
so write at here
express it
but still feel talk is more better
arhhh!!　
i feel that i make a lot of mistake !!!
2 times late wake when work at morning shift
my English still very poor!!!
today think many thing about my mistake and weakness
haiz!
sometime i smile in font of everyone does not mean i`m happy with what i have
feel too many thing to think, do, care !!
express it with tears? after that i think will be okay for awhile

sorry to all friends that IF had make mistake or scold you all before
and thanks for scolding or say me
seriously say i don want to make a mistake
and sometime too angry or playful said something hurt you all
hopefully you all will forgive me

don know why my brain can`t concentrate is because of what?
when small i accident? or i lazy? then become like that?
haiz!!@#
my english also very poor
many of the english word that my friend write want, i also no understand and must check dictionary to know the meaing !!!
and i don know how to write the english word and i need check dictionary to check the spelling ._.
haiz!@#$
i want to improve!!!

sometime really think i am useless @#
haiz~

now got many trainee from UTAR kampar d
girl many then boy
alwin and angeline keep gossip them
then angeline ask me which girl pretty
that i say that one quite okay la
face look pretty but inside don know la
she say me 眼光 so poor
seriously my dream girl does not need very pretty
and pretty does not mean inside good
so i just want a
girl friend that no need so pretty, good heart, can eat suffer, can 体谅 me, appreciate each other
for sure this must apply to me
and is hard to find because no one is 100%
at least 80%- 90%
because everyone 眼光 not same
i know i had make 1st time mistake and 2nd time mistake
so i wont 3rd time happen
like other people say and my thinking
work first then just slowly find
i just need a simple life, simple girlfriend, simple work

Hi again :D

i heard people say no jealous in relationship does not consider relationship
izzit true about this?
but sometime jealous really scary !
sometime i feel want to have a girlfriend
because want people to care about me, wanted feel sweet with her
but sometime i feel single more better
because you want do what also can no need ask anyone feel free
hahaha
don know which one should i have :D
but yesterday got people told me
work first just think about relationship
but i agree to what she say
because when start work, relationship
you will have a lot of stress
such as family, girlfriend, work

the day before yesterday
my friend sad but no people to talk with
i know her housemate not around
i want go find her and pei her talk
but she lied me
._. ape la kena tipu by her
i know the feeling being lonely and no people to talk with
last time d me like this few of my friends keep find me talk, play to make me happy when i am down :D
so the feeling i really understand
so remember got anything next time tell me :D
and don lie me again ._.
i don like it

when i need help, lonely
don know how many or which of my friends will come along and say
kevin are you okay? i know your feeling. got anything just say out.
but can say everything out the friends only few of them
hahaha :D
this 2 year plus at penang
when i birthday
my friends celebrate with me
but this year maybe going alone celebrate
plus working on my birthday
most of them working dy
and now i no stay together with them
so don know will they celebrate with me again
the surprise that they give when my 18th birthday
the surprise that they give when my 19th birthday
both year also celebrate with my girlfriend (EX)
really thank both of them celebrate with me
although both also no have a happy ending
but still wanted to thanks both of you
friend really thanks this 2 year celebrate with me
only my penang friends will celebrate with me
that why i like penang friends so much :D

don know this year celebration is how?
waiting :D
look forward to it 

haiz!@#

look like every week work also will get injury d

1st week cut own finger little bit only la

2nd week kena by oil ._.

i don hope got scar ._.

3week kena cut again ._.

now is my nail also kena cut by also zzz

sians

wanted watch two movie 

Nasi Lemak 2.0 And Johnny English Reborn 

but all my friends work d time no same

how to watch a !@#$

sian again

mid term exam coming soon!@#$

assignment dateline coming soon!@#

jia you bah !!!

finding :D

today go to eastin hotel do casual work :D
although is just RM4.75 only
can work with people i know
happy and enjoy :D
today never use money + earn RM38
feel happy :)

i need some part time work
so when i convocation can buy own coat, tie, pants, shirt :D
and pay for my own convocation fee
go back drive family come petrol, tol, eat
all need money
so i must keep !!
can`t simply use
$$$$$$

go for singapore work
found few friends that can help me le :D
happy xD
good luck for me and my friends at singapore
hahahah :D

^_^

this few day keep ask question about relationship, work, money thing :D
thanks my friend that can sit down then give me ask question and you all answer
why i ask this those question?
because i want know more about girl
and got how many type girl
i know not all people is 100% prefect
some people thought i want to have relationship le
sorry la no la
my next relationship wont start so fast la !!
need to see carefully the type of my dream girl is there or not :D
this sure is my last relationship
i like (独立，吃的苦，自然美，可爱， 善良，体贴)
but i know it wont be 100% prefect
but no one is prefect

i ask few of my friends
do you think i mature?
all say not you are not !
some say i playful so people will think you no mature
but i like to make a joke and fun with my colleagues
some say i playful also
but say my thinking mature
i will try be serious abit
need to change !!

training going finish
and i still got 2 subject haven finish !@#$%
gambateh :D
i am going GRADUATE this year!!
must must !@#$
don want make my mummy worry about me le
now start thinking where i going work ?
penang? kt? first
and after chinese new year will be going to Singapore for my future working life
good luck for me :D

"suffer what you have now 
so you will have a great day after that"
dis word keep on remind on me !!

thinking want to have try interview to be flight attendant
some of my friends ask me go have a try
then i want one shoot interview get the job ;)

i have planned my future
don know what i plan got realize not
and my english need to improve more!@#

now day brain when want sleep time
keep want think many things
work,love,money,etc
what i wish i just want have a simple life only :D

:D

today afternoon shift same with angeline and angelia :D

hahaha

today angeline come fetch me :D

thanks ya ><

abit paiseh lo me

no people do like this before ._.

even they near and same time also wont say want fetch me 

appreciate it !! ♥

today feel abit busy lo :D

do peanut butter cookies, sponge cake , warp chocolate for weeding d :D

today me and angelia eat dinner together again

but the angeline boh jio us :( 

tomolo going alone dinner or mayb with angeline 

lets see tml how xD

cookies :D

i want watch movie

 

1. Summer love love

2. Nasi Lemak 2.0

anyone want watch with me? hahaha

going sing k xD happy lo

Long Time!!!

LONG TIME never buy cloth or pants for myself le lo
LONG TIME never sing k.. i want to shout out !!
LONG TIME never buy shoe for myself
LONG TIME never hold someone hand
LONG TIME never kiss someone
LONG TIME never have jealous d feeling
LONG TIME never give a surprise to someone
LONG TIME never crazily in love
LONG TIME never watch movie only two of us
LONG TIME never (to be continue)

09/09/2011

today nothing mush happen :D
eat alot thing today
midnight wont hungry dy
haha
thanks to angelia for sending me back :D
we at car chat quite alot

i feel like only girl i can share my thing to them
but not all girl
just some :D you know i know la
thanks for those take care me & treat me good
always remember :D

08/09/2011

today when to cut hair :D
hahaha
feel want to dye hair lo xDD
late abit just dye bah
hehehe
today when to watch movie with friend The Smurfs :D
tot today going alone watch the movie but found a friend to watch together
luckily he off got people date
hahaha
dam funny and touch d movie ;)

I Smurfs You  ♥

i still got few more movie want to watch xD

and this few day got a feel want to sing k :((

i want shout !!!!

that all for today :D

still got 2 to go

i still got 2 subject to go :D
good luck for me
i want pass all then i can graduate this year
after that plan go Singapore work
SURELY!!!
must study hard !!

mummy is time to rest now
i going to working life
so no need worry so much :D
i will work harder!!
thats my promise to my mummy
always love you mummy <3

Happy Birthday :D

Happy Birthday To Angeline :D

Birthday Girl

is a pre birthday for her :D

long time we never come out like this 

this is the 2nd time :D

dam enjoy lo

sorry picture abit blur 

:D

Snap snap ♥

Snap snap ♥

haha :D

happy birthday again dear :)

next time must keep take picture !!

i need more and more picture

hahahaa
next time we sing k !!
long time never shout le :((

suddenly feel

today got a staff say me thin lo ._.
omg suddenly think izzit thin guy can`t give girl feel  安全感?
 安全感 really is what mean? o.O
blur
i really want to ask about this thing le?
i think my ex girlfriend got told me this kind of thing before
if not wrong la
hahaha
and some people say i am playboy
do i look like?
i don even have more then 5 girlfriends in my life time ._.
why say so?
zzz don know what they thinking

2nd day :D

today is the 2nd days of my department :D
my shift is night shift :D
today i learn do manggo pudding xD
hahaha
make a mistake :D
never mind learn from mistake ma xD
then do grape agar-agar
hahaha
success le xD
then they teach my do the hotel famous d Baked Cheese Cake
hahaha :D
happy lo
finally can learn to do cheese cake d
kakaka :D
next time must try do my ownself :D
night shift d staff all so good lo
we can eat thing and sembang together lo
night really many thing can learn
suddenly like to have night shift

happy working ♥

finally

i think myself no use
haiz
abit abit tears drop
look like a girl
don know why today got like this d feeling wanted to cry out  :(
think back about many thing
all sad, happy thing happen by this 2 years +
friends really thanks for this 2 year +
you all care, help i always remember in heart
i know when i sad, happy you all always be my side
really thank you all so much
i have change a lots in this 2 year plus
i know to think more
mummy don worry about me
mummy suddenly wanna to see you
i miss you
mummy thanks for everything
suddenly think dao what my grandmother told me something
suddenly miss her

be strong kaiwen :D

WHAT I WANT :D

actually now i don like to promise any girl for anything
what i just can say is

I CAN`T PROMISE YOU THAT I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER
BUT I CAN SAY THAT I WILL KEEP ON LOVING YOU.


I CAN`T PROMISE YOU THAT I CAN GIVE YOU HAPPINESS NOW
BUT AFTER THAT I CAN SAY I WILL GIVE YOU HAPPINESS.

for me the forever word just can use on marry time  :D

Girlfriend who are independent, caring, doesn`t care you rich, doesn`t care you got house, doesn`t care you got car AND IS HARD TO FOUND !!


i want this kind of girl la !!!


Girl remember
Guys hate crying, they rarely do it. But when a guy cries over you, you can be sure that he loves you more than anything.

2nd department :D

today i when for kitchen and this is my 2nd department :D

feel abit lonely without friends :(

but never mind

today i know 3 new friends :D

hehe

happy lo :D

they say i today look excited

hahaha :D

sleepy and excited bah ><

yesterday when dinner with my dear :D

wakakak :D

i oder cold water kena scold by her LOL

weather hot ma ><

after that we have few hours talk

many thing we had talked about

i don have much friends that can talk this

actually she want got to sleep early d

but then she accompany me to wait my friend

so we have chance to talk much :D

really THANK VERY MUCH dear for accompany me ♥ :D

hahaha

got talk dao last time d me

i know last time d me very stupid ><

but pass ady la

i become better then last time (THIS I CAN SAY LA)

i feel i change quite alot

but don know what you all think la

this few day i late sleep but automatic wake up early

WHAT THE ****

siao dy my brain

tired still don want sleep

wake up early don know why

i feel this few days i think about many thing la ._.

decided to go to singapore work le but this not confirm is when

+ pot me le :((

i need many friends help le :D