T.T

Every thing that you write make me dropped my tears

I hope you can change for me

But you can`t

Busy le few days

Finally i free for this day

Before that told you that we need a talk

Hope today can have a talk with you

But you already changed it

And i think you make a decision

So we don have to talk to fix it le

Today my KAI JIE asked me

"You got talk to her ma"

"I reply no time because we busy doing our event thing so no time and i told her le"

"So today i will talk to her and ask her what she really want"

"Ok"

We really fated

The day that i wish talk you and is it the day you make decision

Anyway u make what decision i will respect

And i read your note

She Wrote

First, every word that I'm saying is true..

Second, I really did hope that you'll be the one..

Last, Baby I'm really sorry..

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I'm sorry that I lived so far from you..

I'm sorry that you had to come such a long way with all the money and trouble just to see me..

I'm sorry that when you were sick I only visited you once..

I'm sorry when sometimes I didn't say "I'm sorry" when you're mad at me..

I'm sorry when sometimes I'm not sweet enough to you..

I'm sorry when sometimes I purposely make you jealous just to feel that you care..

I'm sorry when sometimes I cried and you have to comfort me even though you're moody as well..

I'm sorry when sometimes you had problems and I couldn't help you..

I'm sorry when sometimes I'm upset and ignored you..

I'm sorry when sometimes I was sad and i switched off my phone..

I'm sorry when sometimes I didn't dare to call you..

I'm sorry when sometimes I didn't think straight and made you worried and mad..

I'm sorry when things turned cold between us, I still make it colder..

I'm sorry when I purposely didn't wait you when I go to bed..

I'm sorry when I purposely hang your call and made you upset..

I'm sorry when I purposely date other guys as pay back when I'm not happy with you and other girls..

I'm sorry I expect a lot from you and didn't really tell you..

I'm sorry I didn't really took the time to share feelings with you..

I'm sorry I don't understand you..

I'm sorry I can't change my religion for you..

I'm sorry I'm not perfect for you..

I'm sorry if your family won't like me..

I'm sorry if your friends don't like me..

I'm sorry I made you feel responsible..

I'm sorry I made you worried..

I'm sorry I made you angry..

I'm sorry I made you sad..

I'm sorry I made you dropped tears for me..

I'm sorry I made you seem like a bad guy in front of my friends and family..

I'm sorry I made you confused and frustrated..

I'm sorry I made those decisions..

I'm sorry I made you loved me..

I'm sorry I'm the one who made you cried most..

I'm sorry I'm not the one that made you laugh most..

I'm sorry I'm not the one spending your 20th, 30th, 40th...90th birthdays together..

I'm sorry I'm not the one giving you surprises every Valentine's Day..

I'm sorry I'm not the one you see every morning..

I'm sorry I'm not the one holding your hands till forever..

I'm sorry I'm not the one that said "I do"..

I'm sorry I'm not the one wearing your ring..

I'm sorry I said "I hate you"..

When you know you're everything to me..

Baby,

愛しています♥

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I really hope that you really can change for me

I know it hard for you change for me

So i just can dream it

Take Care